Super personal blog post alert.
I'm so sick of school. I hate school. HATE it.
And do you know what I'm going to school for?
I can't concentrate.
I literally do NOT understand Algebra.
I can't seem to balance being a mom, a wife, cooking dinners, keeping a clean house, and all that jazz PLUS school work.
I just can't.
And it's only because I really hate it.
I feel like such a loser.
I'm almost 24 years old with no degree, no job, nothing.
If it wasn't for my husband who cares so much for his family, I guess I'd be hookin' in the streets.
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
I can't really see myself being a teacher.
I can't do anything medical because I pass out at the sight of blood.
I have no clue.
And most of the time, I feel like the only reason I'm going back to school is to please my family. To get them off my back.
I feel like an outsider.
A total mess up.
I would love to own my own coffee shop/bookstore.
But that will probably never happen.
It takes money to make money, right?
What am I doing with my life?
I see all my friends who I graduated high school with who have these really awesome degrees and jobs that they love.
And I'm just here, sitting on my couch, blogging.
I'm like in super shut down mode right now.
I'm going to talk to my Advisor soon about what I can do to graduate the quickest.
I can't handle school.
So, to any family members who will read this, I'm sorry. But yes, this is me giving up, because it wasn't what I wanted to do in the first place.