June 13, 2012

Finding a Purpose

Yesterday I was having a pretty rough day.

Tucker pooped a million times.
At least 3 drinks were spilled.
Kenzie was having typical 3 year old attitude problems.

And I just felt lost. I try so hard every day to be a better mother, wife, and Christian. I pray and thank God for everything. I ask Him to help me each day.

But yesterday, for some reason, I just felt like a huge disappointment to everyone I know. I felt like I should be doing more with my life.

And as I was washing dishes, and crying because I had another spilled drink to clean up, I heard this song on Slacker Radio:

It's funny how God can send messages to your heart. I realized that I do have a purpose on this Earth and whether I know what His plan is for me right now or not, I'm going to strive to live a better life for Him, my children, and my husband. 

There's still a lot I need to learn, but I'm ready and willing.

1 comment:

Bethany said...

That's a great song, I love it when they sing it at Englewood. God has huge plans for you in the future, he will make a way for you to please Him and be happy with yourself. You're not a disappointment to anyone, you are a wonderful wife and mom to my brother, kenz, and tucker. Keep your head up! It will all fall into place one day. =]