You know how some people just love the small town feel?
Well, I don't.
Not anymore.
You know, I made a lot of horrible mistakes growing up. And I regret every single one of them.
But you know what? I am a DIFFERENT PERSON. I am NOT the same girl in high school. I am a MOTHER and a WIFE.
But it's a little bit hard to keep my head held high, even though I know who I am, when everyone I run into gives me "looks" or most of the time won't even acknowledge me. I'm not stupid. I know what you think of me.
It's hard to forget about the past when the past is all around you.
I am so ready to move. To where no one knows me and I can start over...again.
I'm thinking Germantown-Memphis, Nashville, Chattanooga, or Knoxville.
If it were up to the hubby, it would be Orlando, Florida.
But I prefer not to live near zombies.
I just feel like there HAS to be more out there for me than this.
2 comments:
I know exactly how you feel! I encounter the same thing everyday. My past is in the past. I've left it there for many reasons and I wish people would do the same. I'm about ready to move out of my town as well.
Jessica Eustace
KNOXVILLEEEEEEE! It's the best. I hate being here in NY.
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