ALWAYS. If something goes wrong, I somehow get the blame. I don't do anything right, even when I think it's right. I can't ever be happy. I always get blamed for everything. It's always my fault.
Where is my "silver lining"? Why is it that all the people around me are happy and I'm not? Is there something wrong with ME? Or am I really doing everything wrong? Is it so bad to want to be happy all the time??? Nothing ever goes right for me...and if it does, it sure doesn't last very long. Maybe I am doing something wrong. Maybe that's what I get for just settling. I just want things to get better and freakin STAY better. PLEASE!